Well it Christmas Day and the best day of the year to have your family around year. This year that is what has happened for the first time for 24 months. It was a day I have been waiting for, because I love my children so much and I feel often I have let them down by not providing them with a normal family. What I thought I would do is provide pictures from the day to tell the story.
They say pictures say a 1000 words, and I hope these say even more than that. It been a lovely day, on the whole, and I'm just so glad that in the end that all the girls got to talk to their mothers. I feared that Lucy wouldn't get to but her mummy, but thankfully took up the offer and called her. All the girls are special and I just want them to be as happy as possible and see them as much as I can and give them a near normal life as possible. I love them all and I hope they know that whatever happens. The people I love are the most important people in my life.
I have a great day with the girls but I have a strange feeling about today. Something has happened and I'm not sure what. I just have a feeling in my soul something bad has happened that is not for the good. I'm just not sure what but it really affected the mood later in the day like some dark shadow that came over the day. May be I'm just tired, I don't know. Tomorrow is another day.
24 comments:
They look like they are having fun.
The girls look wonderful and obviously had a great day.......ignore the end of the day, it can often feel weird once it over :)
Andrea :)
We will see.... and thank you.... hope you have had a great Christmas.
Hope it is nothing
No,it is something, I have had this feeling before.
I just hope it all works out for you in the end, whatever it is,
How lovely to see the girls enjoying their presents and having a good Christmas Day. Be happy for them as childhood does not last for ever. Best wishes - Moira
Me too, Annie, Me too.
Moira - they have had a wonderful day. It is a time for families and children. They all make me smile and always will do.
Follow your dreams and don't let go of them, read the email.
I would, if only I had the chance.
You can, if you don't give up. You will find a way.
Your girls are so precious..The pics show just how happy they are together.
Whatever is happening,try not to let your happiness be over shadowed by dark thoughts. I know it's hard.You have it in you tho..Dig deep in yourself..Let this be your stop station of darkness, and push all you can to bring out happiness that you so deserve.
Karen is right, you have the power within you to get the happiness you want. Don't let the dark thoughts cloud your dreams and goals in life.
Who knows what will happen next. You will get there.
Just go for it.
Don't worry I won't give up on my dreams. I know what I want for the children and for myself. I will get there, how ever long in takes. Here is to the new year!
Good Luck
Thanks Richard
Did you ever find out what caused it?
No
Sure?
Well I do now..... but not back then. Took a while to find it out.
Is that Kizzy Laird-Connolly little girl Lucy?
Yes, she is my daughter too.
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